梦碎情诗

    1979年，诗遍全国的一年，有一个机会，表哥带我到宝鸡的诗人【渭水】家里，走在一个老小区的小楼，竟有去天堂的感受！我坐在那个狭小的二楼小家，竟然是那么凌乱的的，普通的，一个工人的家庭！他的诗在陕西已经是顶呱呱了！我被诗捏去魂了，不知自己生活的贫困，不知自己家庭的破碎，甚至不知自己的前途渺茫！

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    回到文化站，一头扎进诗的海洋，一游，三年，挣得三元钱，三年以后，投笔从考！

    我的第一首诗，【梦】

    如梦境一般

    清晨到河边

    红色的河岸圆形的石泉我舀起满是驴粪的泉水

    我喝一半，驴喝一半。

    如梦境一般

    正午的烙饼

    我是用黄土高原的枯树烧的金黄的黄米做的

    我吃一半，老鼠一半

    如梦境一般

    夜晚的冰炕

    满是梦想的诗歌满是英语的疯狂满是日记的悲伤

    我睡一半，书睡一半

    如梦境一般

    梦里的高考

    有延安大学的窑洞有美院白色的石膏像

    失败即地狱，成功是天堂。

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    不一定是好诗，确实是我当时的真实生活写照。诗意是一种高度的感情，与精炼的语言结合体。是一种个人修行的最高表现。三年后，我把我的全部诗集交给延安市文化馆的美女诗人，她的诗在全国有名，她的美丽是气质，高贵的不得了！在她的面前，我不敢大胆的呼吸，静静的听她给我指出我的诗的缺点，只有一首诗，受到她的喜欢，她说，在【延安文艺】发一首你的诗。我欣喜若狂！

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